“Everyday I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.”
I am literally penniless here, obliged to petition people, almost to beg for my keep, not having a penny to buy canvas and paints . . .
What I am doing is no good, and in spite of your confidence I am very much afraid that my efforts will all lead to nothing.
I was born undisciplineable. No one was ever able to make me stick to the rules, not even in my youngest days.